You're my only sunshine.

It never comes out right, and when i see you cry, it makes me wanna dieeeeeeee.
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round.
Dawn Then Zhao Geng (L),
The craziest, most retarded person i know, next too me. (: You've always been there for me, be it joyous or filled with sadness. You bring bundles of joy to my heart, the tiniest stupidest things you do like burping? Can make me smile a million miles. You definately know how to cheer me up. Everytime we talk, or i sleep at your house, or when we're bored, we always have something to talk about, no matter what. This post is dedeicated to you. Thanks for caring and extending the helping hand when i need it. Im sorry for what i did in the past. Im absoulutely sorry, everything i did to hurt you, or quarreled with you, or anything that offended you. Im sorry. We're going to start afresh, karma. Everything i do, i do it with you. You know whats my most touching memory of us? Remember we were standing in the rain waiting for a cab, it was cold, wet and discusting. We were drenched. I was cold. You gave me your jacket and covered me with it, and we quarreled for who got the jacket, we even wanted to take out the karaokae sign to cover ourselves, you used your precious tom&jerry tissue to help me wipe all the mud of my legs. I'll always remember that day. Remember we met Zonn after that? And we saw unexpected company, and we went and hide? Hehe. I used to not believe in forever, but after knowing you, you thought me it maybe true.
8months and counting.
DTZY, thanks.
i love you.

Baby its fact.

Baby its fact,
our love its true,
the way black is black,
and blue is just blue,
our love is true its a matter of fact,
oh and you love me too,
its as simple as that.

Im so glad your back baby. I missed you so much, like how a toddler misses its toy. Your essential in my life. A necessety, and amenetie. Your watching Looney Tunes now, and peeping at my post. :@ We're going shopping today. (y) And my stomach hurts. We slept like pigs today, your a horny bastard you know that? You cant control your feelings. HAHAHA. Im so glad you came back earlier for me. And by the stories you told me, im sure you had a good time on holiday, so thanks you came back for me. Love you manymany.

Hopelessly devoted to you.

Didnt have the time to online yesterday. So im blogging now.
Yesterday, woke up and checked out of the hotel, went to shop. I bought you a wallet. ^^v Went2 do facial with momma and sis. Ate seafood for dinner. Was bored out of my wits. Slept real early last night, fatigue. :( Had a real horrible nightmare, i was crying in my sleep? I need you there to hug me. :( I missed you so. Woke up at 4++, tried to go back to sleep but couldnt. Evetually did at about 6? THE LETTER O IS SPOILT ON THIS KEYBOARD. And i finally realised how many words have the letter o. Hehe. Woke up around 2pm today, despite my early night of sleep. Am about to go shpping already. (: Will buy mre things4 you alright baby? I cant wait till you get back. Dawn+Zonn+Meixuan are fetching me at the airprt later. and you know something baby? I DONT KNOW WHAT TIMES YOUR FLIGHT OR WHAT TERMINAL YOU ARE IN!!! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FETCH YOU. :( get back soon, our distance physically is tearing me up inside. I miss you, you know that? :(

But now theres no where to hide,
Since you pushed my lve aside,
Im outta my head,
hopelessly devoted to you.

"Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will."

14th today, our anniversary. We didnt get to celebrate it together. I miss you, you know? I love you, i hope you know too. You're my everything. (: You're my priority. No matter how many times i'd like to try and re-organise and prioritise my life, your still on top of my list. I hope what i did for you was special. And i hope you like it. Im gonna try and blog everday we cant talk. My heart aches, cos its missing something, and that thing is you. Your smile makes my heart light up and melt every single time. Didnt do much today, stayed in the hotel missing you. Its our first mothsary that we aint together. 4th month. (: Wow, soon it'll be 6th then 1st year and son on and so forth.I hope we can last till the very end of time. I wont use the term forever, cos nothing lasts forever. (: Baby, im waiting for you to be back. Im waiting for you to take me somewhere special, do something fun, fulfill your promises, share what we did when we were away. And many other lame things we do with each other. I apologise that i could not be online ytd. There wasnt any connection. I hope your drinking milk and brushing your teeth. (: And not smoking so much. Hope your alright, well and safe now.
Byebye baby.
P.s. i love you.

Thi Rak,

I have never ever regretted being together with you. But i regretted not treating you better, and changing you as you changed me. Therefore, things got out of hand. Nothing both of us ever expected. My feeling never did fade. It was in fact, stronger then before. I have always loved you. Now, its painful, like a small prick in your heart, which grows with realisation you comprehend it with retaliation. And for a moment of time, your at a loss, and you have finally realized that that thing is gone. Apprehension and not wanting to except the truth. Well, isnt it better to hurt now? Or carry on hurting? Cos' i know we aint gonna make this right, as hard as we try, we just cant seem to make it right. i loved you with all my heart, and nothing ever changed that. Except you&me. You were my sunshine. :) Takecare my loved one.
"Fate brought us together, destiny tore us apart."
I hope you change back, from the moment i first met you. I really hope you change back. Be it together or not. :')

And i dont know how to hold you, but i want too. :(

"You reap what you sow.
What goes around comes around.
Dont do evil, dont get no evil."